爱～自己

是否已忘了他呢？我自己也不懂．．．．只知道没有你我也过了十二天～　所以我想．．我不是能够忘了你，　但我可以没有你而生存～　我还蛮感谢一些朋友的，她们真的在那段时间里，让我暂时忘了你．．．．虽然寂寞的时候，　会想你．．．但是在他们在的时候，我可以大声地笑出来，不用再想伤心的事。俗语说　出外靠朋友，　是真的～　的确，有些朋友是还不知道的，我也不打算跟他们说，反正都分手了．．．．知道又能如何呢？只有ｑｍｔ知道谁是“他”。也还好，昨天才跟他谈了，我又觉得我心里比较爽了。所以朋友很恨很重要！谢谢你们，很感谢你们让我开心的笑了！！

不知道从什么时候开始，我心里留下你的影子，想挥也挥不去…… 为什么要在我心里逗留呢?我为什么忘不了你？你说我们在一起不快乐，我却不这么觉得，或许，这是你的借口吧…… 朋友都说跟你分手，是应该开心的事，可是...我不开心啊，可以告诉我吗，我为什么不开心？是因为....你不是在了吗？是因为没人听我说心事了吗？ 是因你不和我一起了......是因为没人疼我了.......是因为我们可能不会再见面了 吗？ .....曾经，我以为我们会到永远的....现在， 我只要看到一些与你有关的事物就想起你 ......哪怕只有一点点....还是会想起你....下雨的时候....想起我们去逛街的时候....... 我只剩下对你的回忆.....你说看到我那么快没事，可是我是流着泪跟你信息的.....你不知道吧.....原来我在你眼中那么坚强......可是我.....一点都不坚强啊！都过了五天了，我还是会想起你......可能我不会表现.....可能你永远都不会知道我为你伤心了那么久，可能你有了更好的对象......可能你已经忘了我...... 我永远都不会忘记，你对我的好.....只是我们不在一起了....... 我多希望你说分手那天是开玩笑，可是....不能再回去了......忘记你我不好过.....不忘记你我也很心痛.......或许....以后看到你我还可以笑...但不是现在。 我哭不是因为我不开心.......而是你让我心痛了......你知道了吗?不.....你不会知道...因为我没勇气说，因为我没这么跟你说过，因为你不知道我的心......即使知道你不会再想起我了....我还是希望你会问候我...不管是什么废话.....可是我不能....因为这样会更想念你......所以我不会和你做朋友......我不想听到你说喜欢哪个女生.....不想听你说要怎样哄她......不想再对你有感觉......你不会知道......你永远都不会知道.....因为你有了别人......从你那天发错信息给我，我就知道，你不会甘于寂寞..... 你的口气都告诉着我，你在和另一个女生谈天......只要这样想.....我就不会在想见到你......你和我都不会...

these day with u im feel happiness, i feel u're my everything, 2day i finally noe , without u i can survive... i can sleep, can eat, i can smile like past. This world, is not like thw word" I cannt survive without u" or "how do i live without u" , in tis world v oni can count on ourself, becoz.... tat somebody will leave u someday watever he/she said b4, somday he/she will leave, all your happiness is just... memories..... I have the unforgetable memories frm him, I noe tis is the present frm god, v break up 2day, but... we had received the best present 2day, tats memories, although tis period quite short.... although v havent done our wish n promised things, although v noe each other b4, but now...i can survive,without u, without u my life fulfill with colours....i thought tat i coundnt stay alone without u b4. but, I am Lee Sze Yan!! I can do it, just let the time past through, i can stand tis pain n forget u....... Although i not willing 2 forget u , but tis ...

Yesterday, my dear called me, he said saturday v go 4 eating. I said i wan 2 help my dear grandma moving hers home, so , i said friday u come 2 my scol,bcoz i'm so free tat im decided not 2 attend chiness class. But 2day teacher said no nid 2 stay back 4 doing the rocket, tat time my feeling is ,huh wan 2 attend chiness class, otherwise i ponteng the class, but if i dont go 4 the class my papers wont be marked....I noe im veri obedient, but no choice, i wan 2 finish my veri gud form4,5 years in tis scol, n graduate frm tis scol so, tat i can continue my leaning lesson in college or uni. i thik if i didnt pay more effort in tis year, i cannt survive next year, my add maths is failed, i cannt sit n wait n die.....Even thought tat my mom told me relax i cannt put down my book, i will read n read till i m reali clear about the text, i dont y tis year homework is double, lessons is triple.......scol teachers n tuition teachers oso said tat the kpm thik us is clever dy, so much thig in t...

It is a sudden tat i realised tat my friends is actually 2gether 4 several months, they really good in tis buisness. one of them is my classmate, another is my formal classmate in primary scol. i really dont noe wat happen b4, after saw my friend's blog, i noe tat they r really 4 in love, in truely,deeply and sincerely. bcoz, they r concern about their lover, if girl is injured, thn the boy'll worried, if boy not fell comfortable, the girl'll sms the boy. Really cant found tat, there hav tis kind of ppl around me, it isnt tat there hav bad ppl around me , but, they really will concern n worried if sthig is happen 2 each of them.I thik tis like real husbud n wife, they is the couple tat possible last 4ever, the girl's word let me feel they really in love, u may noe heart pain, if u really in love. if not, tis is not calling as love......I thik their love ;ll lat ever n ever.Dont noe y , I juz wan 2 share tis couple 2 ppl, i thik they r really in love n different wit othe...

No matter whats happen, i just wan u all get 2gether!!!! i jus noe if one of you all out of tis group , tis group is not calling TVXQ! All v wan is 2 c all of u getting 2geter , v jus hoping uall happy , always keep the faith , healthy and smile again. is tis so hard, 4 u all i thik is, i thik "they" are torturing uall is so sad 2 saw tat uall r getting the lawsuit again, wats happening u noe v all standing by ur side, no matter wat. Somehow, plz live in happiness, tis is all v hoped........i noe u all had been a toughfull time, but plz..plz smile again...... everytime i saw u getting thinner n thinner i feel my eyes fulfill wit tears, i dont noe y i was crying mayb v were dy family, where u upset v 'll upset, when u all slimer thn b4 v'll asking u y,when u buying a new car, v 'll always update the news, when u come bak from somewhere, v'll noe how tired u r. i noe v r a family. As u Know said , our support came from cassiopeia, v r family wit cassiopeia!! it ...

TVXQ!! My idol My most lovly idol,they just not only good loking ,i know many of cassiopeia can do anything for Tvxq! Not just they are their idol but they love TVXQ! is not an easy thing that you confront with SME just because TVXQ even Shihwa fans had never donr that! TVXQ is a miracle group, they were breaking uncountable record, who else can do that~ TVXQ! I just not think that TVXQ is just good looking because good looking is not enough if u been in this entertainment field besides good looking, they must need some talent to stay in this field otherwise there have many many ppl can replace u no wonder who are u there is many ppl is more beautiful than u dont denied this is true nobody is the most beautiful in this world. No matter how rich u r , u will die, u still a human being . u not God, so of course TVXQ is also human , they will cry, pain ,smile ,angry .... and other emotions. because of this rumors cassiopeia are very sad , why does someone may create the news, the fake n...